It's been a rough and tumble week. Aside from a visit from tante Sarah (which was excellent), we're all finding being estrangers a bit difficile. Mainly this is because there are no bloody children around! Apparently they all go to ecole maternelle everyday of the week, all day. I don't really see what's so maternelle about that. The four year olds must sit and learn to read and write for a few hours a day. I really can't see how any child with the wriggly bottoms that mine have, could do that. Also, the french playgrounds are a rather dusty, joyless places. I took Daniel to one in Limoux last week and he said: 'where are all the things?' and 'where are the kids?' There was a couple having a bit of an argy-bargy in a low-key way and smoking. Hrumph...Does this sound just like a long whinge? It's actually okay. One of the highlights of my days is reading The Children's Book, AS Byatt's new one. It's really wonderful, and does remind me, that even though I long for a full-time nanny, so I might read my novel in a more sustained manner, it's actually good that I don't have one. This time is a time of composting of the self, as a writer told me recently. Speaking of which, there is so much shit on the pavements, and we're not even in Paris. We walk along the footpath and say, 'watch out poo, watch out more poo'.
But, good things: chevre frais (this is my favourite cheese - fresh goat's cheese, sold in little rounds in the market that they wrap in waxy paper). The cheese sellers yell at you and thrust bits of cheese on sharp knives in your face, so you feel you must eat their wares, and buy them. Also, today I bought les moules (tiny mussles) which we had for lunch cooked in some crement (local bubbly) that had lost its fizz. Yum. Baked fruit - which we do with the most delicious peaches, nectarines, prunes (plums, but not like NZ ones), mirabelles, and raisins (their grapes are perfect at present). Sprinkled with sugar and a bit of butter and eaten with marscapone. Delicious. I also like the bells in the village. They ring out every hour and half hour, with some extra ding dong dings at midday and 7pm in case you'd forgotten it was time to eat some more.
Eeyoreishly yours,
Kirsten.

